accidental human

oops

i cried

in front of you

exposed emotion

unwritten and un-influenced

stained the good times with tears that

are just release

really

drops to be celebrated

like water after the journey

hide and seek shame won’t ever leave

if i continually seek it out

i got too good at listening

too good

at meek lukewarm

so good

at strangling

quietly

whoever told me to sit in a corner

with my head between my knees

taught me

to hide

the contents

of my insides

and i listened

because listening was

‘good’

but ‘good’

like ‘stop breathing’

is useful instruction to follow

good
little
girls

will never outgrow their pigtails

z

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This entry was published on May 7, 2013 at 10:29 pm. It’s filed under free write, personal stories, poetry, words, writing and tagged , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.

2 thoughts on “accidental human

  1. ooo I reeaaally like this one!

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