i grow unmotivated

dullness comes in cycles
i feel like the moon
waxing and waning

i don’t expect to be shiny every day

why do i hear constantly of people who can be present, alive, awake, and who can be love every day?

what boat did i miss and am fervently swimming after, losing and losing and losing energy with each stroke?

what am i chasing?
becomes a frequently asked question i don’t answer

because i think i am chasing broken things
and running from potential

no wonder i am so fucking tired
moving in a circle never ends

much love,


This entry was published on July 25, 2012 at 6:38 pm. It’s filed under emotions and stuff, head trips, life and living, questions, rambles and writing, thoughts and musings and tagged , . Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.

One thought on “unmotivated

  1. breathe, breathe, breathe.

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